My heart often hurts and I don't always understand why.  I've prayed with unanswered prayers, I cry out and I try and trust.  I have so much still to learn from our journey these last two years.  I'm not sure, this side of Heaven, I will ever understand each intricate detail.  And you know, I am ok with knowing that.   I press on.  I pray i see the course He continues to lay out before me.  I never want to lose focus and I always want to live intentional.  Intentionally for Him.  

God has His best before me.  Not my plan that is only seeing a tiny portion of what I think is best.  He is beyond faithful and He never lets me down.  Amidst the pain, beyond the hurt, I know He brings us through the fire to refine and no matter the amount of time or the amount of sadness that fire may bring, in the end we come out pure.  He sets our feet back in place.  He prepares our next step.